Another sleepless night

This is the 3rd night i lost my dreams....wth... i tried so hard to sleep. force myself to lie on the bed .HOURS. at last, i ended up sit infront my table with my chemistry book open.see... what's the time now..
how many years... why dun you set me free?
i really fedup with all the med pills... wot cafegot,sibelium,propanolol... i wish i will never know these names..
If there is a god, can we make a good deal? i give up 10 years of my life, remove migraine from me.no more drugs to deaden my pain.no more sleepless night.
It's 6:12am somebody sign in msn..woke up from a big sleep i guess..i just wish a wink of it.